Afternoon Pages (31.10.2008)

What is happiness for you and what do you need to be happy?

It's a very difficult question for me to answer now, as I have never thought about it properly. I like to spend time with my friends - and this makes me feel happy, I like to spend time with my close people(relatives and boyfried) - and this also makes me feel happy. I like lilies and colourful balloons - and once again-it makes me happy.
Sometimes I think that I would be happy to have a husband and two kids, good job, my own house and a dog. Actualy, for me today it's very difficult to define what I understand under the word "happiness". The first association with it is calmness. I don't like to cry and feel sorry for myself, I don't want to feel depressed. I guess that's all that is important for me now - just smile to a new day and beleive that everything is goining to be great!!!