Sacred Writing: the first money I earned in my life

I earned my first money when I was 15 and I just finished my 9th form. As my mother works at the Children Hospital, she arranged a job for me in ENT department. I worked as a nurse for a month. At first it was unbearable to hear the weeps and shouts of small children awaiting for the surgery, but then I even liked it, I mean the process of helping children. That time I thought that I want to become a surgeon. Next summer I was promoted to the surgeon department. And that was realy challenging. I enjoyed that profession, by the end of the summer I knew the names of all operations and of all medicines and equipments. There were of course some drawbacks - it's hard, exhausting and sometimes unbearable to cope with sick children without any sympathy and mony was very short. But I was very proud to have such an experience.

Afternoon Pages (24.10.2008)

What does the word "fame mean for you"? Is it sacrifising yourself for the sake of the public or a good way to make money on your popularity?
For me fame is when people adore you, when you are appreciated by them for your talent or beauty. It's when you are highly recognisable in public. I thenk that most famous people, like pop music satars ar actors, do their job in order to make money on their popularity. But I shoul say that their job is not the one that I woul like to have. It's so exhausting to be stared all the time, even when you are on holidays, to be shot, to smile under the flashes of cameras. On the other hand, such career provides luxury houses, expensive cars, designed cloths and very interesting life, fulfilled with glamorous events, formal dinner parties and metings with interesting, sophisticated people.
Of course, not everybody achieves such a success in the shpere of show business, some people, who are not scandalously promoted, earn beer money and die abandoned, unrecognised and pauper.

Afternoon Pages (17.10.2008)

What is attractiveness for you? Have you ever been applied by someone to such an extent that you couldn’t imagine your life without this person?
Attractiveness is something that you like in person, which makes you want him, want to be near him. you feel like drug addict, you realise one day, that it's absolutely impossible for you to live without this person any more. Of course, this feeling can emerge not only in relation to opposite sex. You may feel some attraction to your friend because of her character, because of the way she makes you feel happy, because of her help, etc.
This feeling, I mean attraction, depends not only on the appearance of the person, for me character, manner of behavior, the way he or she looks at me are very important things. This proves the theory of the scientists that wefind our second half by the smell, which effects on us on the level of our conscious. In many cases such a desire to another person doesn't depend on us, it's something mysterious.
I personaly, experienced this ones in my life. It happened so quickly, that it was too late to change things. That was the romance which I wish would never happen.

Sacred writting: If I could invent something what it would be and why?

If I had a chance to invent sometning it would probably be a mashine that could save our planet from polution, it would vacuum the poluted air and det rid of it inside itself. Also, this gadget should collect rubbish and convert it. I would do this because environmental polution is a very acute question nowadays. It influences all the possible illnesses, including lungs cancer, it effects on our appearance (I mean skeen , hair), we feel depressed, tired,dissatisfied. Probably, it worths to create a peaceful, abandoned place, somewhere in the middle of the ocean, where all tired people would spend several days or, for very extraordinary and unpredictable cases, even months without any material and technical wealths of humanity. A place, where people would feel safe, calm, protected. Moreover, there wouldn't be any factory, cars, computers in order to protect people from the hurmful radiation waves.

Afternoon Pages (10.09.2008)

What does the word “plastic surgery” mean for you? Is it an inevitable part of our glamorized life or a resolute way to prolong beauty and enjoy yourself?
For me plastic surgery is a controversal question. On the one hand, I don't see any bad points in making yourself young, beautiful and sexual in the eyes of your man and others. It's not only the way of remaning the feelings and passion, it is also the mean to feel more confedent when you are not very young. On the other hand, there were so many cases of failed surgeries,after which women had ot do another surgery in order to improve or delete the drawbacks of the previous one.
Like in the book, after 32 years of marriage, people get used to each other, to each other's appearance, that's I think one of the reasons for most men and women to seek for a new, young and pretty lover. So, the choice of the main character to lift something up, to make a face lifting is a very good one, as it revealed maybe forgotten feelings and memories.

Scred writting:Change

The first assosiation with this word is the changes in our life. Every day something happens to us, it could be something interesting, amusing or something unpleasant. Almost everytime we can't predict the events of the day even if we follow the well-established schedule in uor note books. Very often things go in directly opposite way, then it was planed before. Moreover, as the time passes some changes happen inside ourselves. We change our tastes, our style in clothing, our habbits and even the people that are around us. To say more, the world around us is changing too - the weather, the environment, epoch...

Afternoon Pages (3.10.2008)

What is luck in your opinion a pure accident or it depends only on you?
The question of luck is quite a controversial one. I believe that we are the makers of our fates and we can make it both happy, active and thrilling or very unfortunate. But sometimes accidental meeting with unknown person on the street can turn up to be a perspective and successful marriage for you. By mistake we can daile the wrong number and get a well-paid job. Or we can fill up the form in the supermarket and win the holidays on an Island or a car.
I personally, remember my Physics exam at the 9th form at school. I didn't understand this subject at all and didn't have the faintest idea of how to pass it. The ticket consisted of 3 questions: the theoretical question, the experiment and a task. When I came at the exam I realised that I know nothing and, together with my friend I entered the class at the end of the day. I pulled the ticket number 21,sat on the first desk, found the trot in my pocket, rewrote the information, solved the task and to my surprise my experement was successfull. I got excellent mark. That was the very first real luck in my life. Since then I'm sure that if you believe in luck it will definitely comes to you.

Scred writting:If you were to stay at certain age for the rest of your life what age would you like to stay and why?

If I had such an opportunity I would rather prefer to stay at the age of 25. This is the period of the life when you have already got rid of the process of getting education, when you are independent and capable of leading your own life separate from your parents. At the same time, you are young, active, energetic, ambitious and ready for new experements and discoveries. You have variety of job opportunities, you are ready to get married and have children. Moreover, at this period of life a girl is grown-up enough to bend herself with somebody else and she is patient to cope with bad habits of another person in order to survive on the one territory.