Afternoon Pages (17.10.2008)

What is attractiveness for you? Have you ever been applied by someone to such an extent that you couldn’t imagine your life without this person?
Attractiveness is something that you like in person, which makes you want him, want to be near him. you feel like drug addict, you realise one day, that it's absolutely impossible for you to live without this person any more. Of course, this feeling can emerge not only in relation to opposite sex. You may feel some attraction to your friend because of her character, because of the way she makes you feel happy, because of her help, etc.
This feeling, I mean attraction, depends not only on the appearance of the person, for me character, manner of behavior, the way he or she looks at me are very important things. This proves the theory of the scientists that wefind our second half by the smell, which effects on us on the level of our conscious. In many cases such a desire to another person doesn't depend on us, it's something mysterious.
I personaly, experienced this ones in my life. It happened so quickly, that it was too late to change things. That was the romance which I wish would never happen.